argh

work hard in order to achieve something is not an easy thing. today im a bit down because my exam result is not as good as i wanted too. i studied till 4am and i even studied 2 weeks earlier but still it doesnt do any good. i didnt blame the lecturer or anyone else.i realise it's me my self and i to be blame. maybe i havent study enough or sufficient enough to prepare my self for exams.i may have fall down,i'll promise to my self i'll jump higher and stronger just u wait.

heart

not being a stalker nor an observer

it's just that i cant stop looking at u.

the way u talk, the way u speak

never fails to make my heart skip a beat

a single text from u makes my day.

every single words makes me sway.

is this love or is it just a crush.

a silent moment makes me go hush hush.

you are so near yet so far

i wish u were here

i wish u were mine

she's so fine

makes me think.

am i out of her league.

as long as we are friends

i'll fine with it.

may fate makes thru it.

may my dreams will bind with it.

hidup

hye.setelah sekian lama berhenti berbloging tiba-tiba rasa sekarang mcm nak bloggin.sekrang pukul 3.49am saya ariff othman secara officialnya akan menulis sebuah post lol.life has been hard since break up.post break up was sucks.but still then bak kata org life must go on.dulu bila kawan break up suka ckp kat diorang"rileks la mcm hilang bini" so skrg baru faham perasaannya.tapi mcm juga orang tua tua cakap, setiap benda yang berlaku ada hikmah disebaliknya.post break up ni so far ada la stress skit tapi study tetap stdy tkda la nak tinggal mcm tu je.i prefer to be around my friends all the time kalau tak bila rasa sunyi mula rasa sedih.satu perasaan yg tidak dinafikan amatlah sucks.tp skrg so far alhamdulillah prasaan sedih sebab break up beranasur ansur hilang insyallah.tp break up ni bnyk mengubah diri insan bernama ariff othman ni.dari dulu penyabar tak cepat marah sekarang jadinya asyik nak maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarah je.kadang2 kesian kat org keliling.ada je cari cara untuk menghilangkan perasaan stress puasa sunat,selalu smbhyg kat masjid and benda2 lain.kawan bnyk tolong masa masa camni.setiap manusia akan melalui satu perubahan pada satu tahap dalam hidup mungkin ini masa saya untuk melalui perubahan ini.apa yg saya tau saya takkan berpatah balik ke kehidupan lama.no second chances definitely no.uptill here for now.sapa yg baca thanx baca post yg sgt emo dan tak bermakna ni :D

assalamualaikum.

i misss

i miss bloggin sigh.i think i will start soon