2009

ok its now is exactly 10 minutes to 2009.so how was 2008 guys?for me 2008 has been a great year.no doubt theres a lot of ups and down in my life in 2008 but if you think about it properly if life is always fair it aint thrill to live your life rite guys.this year i finihs my diploma,i met afifa back and falling in love with ehr ,getting an A for my calculus which is unbelievable,make some new frens,meet my old frens back,bought an ipod touch!!,a new motherboard lebih kurang mcm beli pc baru jugak.and lots of other thingss.so hopefully we all will have a great year ahead.have a great day everyone.assalamualaikum.

-ariff-

i love u

i love u
我爱你
ik houd van u
je t'aime
ich liebe dich
σας αγαπώ
ti amo
私は愛する
사랑해요
eu te amo
я тебя люблю
te quiero

it's not only a word for sweet romance.it's a much more meaningful word

teh shit

sedar tak sedar lagi dua hari sudah hampir menjelang tahun baru.ye tahun baru kawan2.minggu lepas aku dan keluarga ku pergi ke singapura.bandar tu its not as awesome as the media said.aku rasa KL lagi best makan sng murah pun murah,tapi tapi tapi camera kat sana mmg murrah sangat.dslr camera yang berharga rm3000 di malaysia di sana hanya 2400 bnykkan yg kita jimat.oh ya sale di sana juga adalah agak gila gila.aku sempat membeli seutas jam tangan guess yang berlabelkan potongan haraga sebanyak 50 peratus.teruja aku seketika.ya akhirnya alhamdulillah aku sudah berbaik dgn buah hati ku.dia memohon maaf padaku tp tidak pula dia beritahu atas sbb apa.mungkin dia sedar dia mengabaikan aku kebelakangan ini?masa cuti ku 3 bulan ini kadang kalanya best kadang kala agak bosan.aku sempat belajar photoshop tp aku tkda la semahir rakan ku salimie salim tu.aku juga ada merecord beberapa lagu kononnya lagu sendiri ke dalam pc ku.takda lah sesedap mana tp itu saja la yg aku mampu.sekarang tiap tiap hari aku periksa keputusan aku mengapply ke degree tetapi keputusannya tak keluar keluar juga.aku harap aku dapat masuk ke degree kerana aku ingin terus sambung belajar dan menjadi insan yang berguna.so thats all for my post this time.thanx for reading.

p/s turn up to be ramai jgak org baca blog ni just tht i dnt know je XD

peace out

notes to my self

dear ariff

- be more patient jgn cepat marah..
- dont give ever give up on live..
- study hard if u get to go to degree..
- loose some weight for god sake..
- always smile eventho u r down..
- be a good person in the future..
- dont ever skip your prayers..
- always remember family and friends comes first..
- remember theres always someone that supports you..
- remember that there are always someone who believe in you..
- if you fall quickly get up and dont look back..
- always be confident that you are in the right path..
- if u done any mistake.theres always someone to correct..
- be more neat jgn asyik sepah je..
- always be happy..
- dont ever give up to achieve your dream..
- try to take critics from your friend in a good way..
- dont listen to others that doesnt believe in u.they only want u to fall..

good luck in achieving all those things listed

-ariff-

-_-

i just dont know what happen to my relationship with my so call"scandal"

blergh

terpinga pinga

oh my god

i think somehow.im starting to hate her bestfren..
oh no pls dont

if u were me

let say la u ada gf/bf and then u kluar dgn bestfren u which is the opposite sex
so would u jaga hati dia or tipu dia ckp kluar dgn org lain?

hey

"I love you... I love you..."
So much I can't speak anymore
And more... than you think

The roadside trees I've become so used to going past
In your small room
You closed your eyes at the end of the day...
It seems short... but it's already been a long time
It's all too dazzling... and my tears fell

The end of summer...
A little cold rain...
Tonight is the same day we found each other, isn't it?
Your kindness
And my habit of being tough
It's still like those days...

"I don't love you..." "I love you..."
"Hey, um, hey..." "Come closer..."
Why? I don't need kindness any more...
I'm not crying... I'm doing it quietly...
Ahh... It's already no good... I love you...
I can't say good bye...

A life spent passing each other
The felt distance
The cold kiss somewhere was scary
It became like I couldn't breathe A sign of parting
It's too quiet... [the silence] fills my ears...

"Leave me..." "Don't leave me..."
"Go..." "Don't go..."
More than this... It's become painful, so don't hold me
I'm not crying... I'm doing it quietly...
Ahh... It's already no good... I love you...
I can't say good bye...

"I don't love you..." "I love you..."
"Hey, um, hey..." "Come closer..."
Why? I don't need kindness anymore...
I'm not crying... I'll do it quietly...
Ahh... It's already no good... I love you...
It's sad... My tears won't stop any more...
Kiss me... hold me tight...
Hey, please... don't leave me...
Experiencing... whispering...

"I love you... I love you..."
So much I can't speak anymore
More and than you think...

credits to acid black cherry

tag heur

1. Do you think you're hot?
- hot la kut haha.

2. Upload your favorite picture of you



3. Why do you like that picture?
- itu adalah kerana it looks peace full

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
- early this year

5. The last song you listened to?
- blink 182 - down

6. What are you doing right now?
- tgk meitanei conan

7. What name would you prefer besides yours?
- areave

People to tag
a) jamilul hakim
b) filzah nadia
c) aisyah
d) amad
e) syhhhadda

8. Who is number one?
- kawan sehoki

9. Number 3 is having a relationship with?
- frens future sister in lawa haha lolz

10. Say something about number 5
- kwn cyber.pecinta qi.good listener

11. How about number 4?
- member ngannu ku

12. Who is number 2?
- rakan baik smpai mati

tht certain sabahan man

stupid kai pls dont bother metalgirl anymore. u leave her mcm sial then terhegeh2 arghhhh

*emosi*

the internet

life would be way happier without myspace and yahoo/msn messengers.*jelesjelesjelesjeless*

oh myspace

myspace never fail to make me feel down :)

pipi is an obsession

allah yg maha agung mencipta pipi metalfifa yg supper commel heee

a bunch of words from my heart

i cant even forget about u

for

one whole minute.

my days are colder without u

and i cant even figure out

whats wrong

KAI

i freakin hate that name :D yes i really2 do hate that name!.if killing is not a sin hahaha u r sooooo dead

p/s kuy ni bukan kau ni satu mamat mangkuk aku tk ska.khairul anwar pon bkan jgn la korang terasa

:)

the conversation went smoothly untill... at the end of the conversation i act like a stupid monkey cam budak2 aiyark.hopefully she wont hate me bcoz of that

hanging by a momment

she left me hanging in the middle

i dont know what's next

and what our situtation is

may allah give me guidance

thru out this week.