what do i feel in this very moment

i feel that,

i have to learn to think before i talk.
im not being good friend towards my best friend.
i study hard,but not hard enough.
im addicted to the twilight series novel.
im wondering whats Hanum is doing now.
afifa is always wandering on my mind and i wonder why.
no matter how hard i try to get over her,when i hear her voice
i keep thinking about her again.(sounds creepy eh?)
my weight is increasing each and everyday.
my wallet is in a good condition.
i have to stop writing this crappy post.

sincerely

ARIFF OTHMAN