bloodline

just came back from my uncles hajj kenduri.it was great so many ppl came the surau people and some of my uncles close friends.and to make it special,this is the first time since i dont know how many years all of my cousins gathered together. during the previous family gathering there must be one or two persons are absent.it might be me or my cousins. two of my cousins that i havent seen for a long time also came today.they have just gone back from uk and completing their studies. its a bit awkward because i haven't talk to them for quite a time. so i was just like dont know how to start a conversation. for syahidah and nadhirah we've been quite close to each other because we went to hoildays togerhter and my sister was in the same college as them before. the other 2 which is sara 8 years old and yasmin 7 years old well..they use to be scared at me maybe because im tall and big haha thats the only reason that i can think of,but eventually we get closer.but for my 2 cousin who studying abroad we are like from different dimension.well it doesnt feel to feel this way because we are on the same bloodline and cousins are suppose to be close with each other. imagine that even now its awkward to start a conversation with them,how about later in the future when all of us have our own family?will the bond just be vanish just like.hopefully all 10 of us cousin will even get closer to each other each day and every year.