things that shouldnt happen

never thought things will get this complicated.im not saying ive mess up my own life but ya i dont know how to express it here. as u can see in my previous post. there's a girl whom caught my heart but ive actually know that she just think of me as a friend. and this very day she knew that i like her and she did say she only want to be friends with me.im ok with it seriously. but the question now is.why must she distance her self from me.she said that she felt guilty making me fall for her. it's not her fault that i fell for her it's totally mine. do i have to say to her like "hey i promise i wont fall for u anymore let's be friend?" but the big question is DO U HAVE TO DISTANCE YOURSELF FROM ME? do u know how obvious it is?do u think ignoring me would make me feel better? one problem is enough.here comes another one.someone whom i really thought as my close friend is bringing me down as in BRINGING ME DOWN.as he have a crush on the same girl ive been hitting.so he's bringing me down in a not a good way..things is being hard on me today.nasib baik aku ada blog ni haih.skrg semuanya berserah kepada allah.allah maha esa.dia maha adil so yeah.i'll just end my post like this.assalamualaikum