1st paper!

my 1st paper was pergh super hard.










nasi baik




course work tinggi hihihihi

b- pon ok ar..

1:35am

betul kata filzah kawan karib ku"ariff kau ni desperate" ye mmg saya desperate kan perhatian dari si dia.pada saat ini jam ini saya ariff othman bin omar sedang stress study computer programming yg penuh dgn kearrayan dan kevectoran di dalam kepala ini.saya pn terfikir utk call si dia utk menghilang kan stress"truut truut"telefon berdering baru beberapa minit berkata si dia kata mahu menolong dan adiknya hendak telefon kembali kemudian.15minit kemudian si dia sms berkata ok la ariff ngantuk ni tido dulu nite miss u.haih begelegak sungguh jantung ini sungguh tidak menepati kata kata.lantas aku pn mereply dgn nada sarcastic.dah la stress bertambah tu lah dia keadaan ku skrg.ini mungkin cabaran kecil saja dari allah.mungkin ini petunjuk bahawa aku harus lebih concentrate utk peperiksaan yg bakal menjelang sabtu ni.aku pn cam ok la fine alang2 dh hbis study tenangkan otak main psp erkk tgk2 tak tenang jgak terus la log in ke blog ini dan yeap menulis skrg ni.this unamed feeling keep running in my heart and in my head.i wanted to throw it out but i cant its just too..i dnt know how can i describe it.haih entah la maybe si dia just not into me as last time.for now i just need to concentrate on my exam.insyallah harap harap boleh dapat A :)

-ariff-

psycho atau di psychokan

alahai psycho nyer dia mintak call tiba2 marah.nasib baik la sabar tu dapat pahala kalau tak rasanya tak tertahan kalau tak syg dah lama saya maki maki balik.smpai satu ketika pabila saya sungguh annoyed dgn si dia saya mula mempersoalkan benda benda yg sensitive.disitu mulalah perbalahan kecik.tiba2 terdetik di hati yang saya perlu sabar.saya pun menarik nafas dan beristighfar.si dia pun pelik mcm mana dia marah-marah tapi saya mampu lagi bercakap dgn nada ceria saya mampu berjenaka kecil lagi tu.betul kat si pujanga(lol) dont fight fire with fire fight lah dgn water ke fire extinguisher ker bagi cool skit si dia.dia pun mula layan saya yang stress dek si encik array topic 8 computer programming.sungguh pn otak ku bercelaru tapi study harus diteruskan jika saya mahu mendapat keputusan yg cemerlang insyallah.sekian ye.sapa yg sanggup membaca saya berceloteh dan merepek ni terima kasih lah banyak.

"ya allah kurniakan lah ketabahan dan ketenangan dalam diriku dalam menghadapi cabaran hidup-mu amin yarabbal alamin."

teng teng teng!

hey guys its final exam week!!the exam is already started but mine will start on this saturday and its computer programming paper.i have 4 papers anyway for this sem. and aha i bought a new badminton racquet which is a yonex nanospeed 9900 replica.yeah its only a replica because the original one will cause u like 700bucks T_T the replica version only cost me for 140.it feels 90% as same as the original one.its very light and yeah cant wait to try it on!

if everything could ever feel this good forever


im having the happiest time of my life this week


i wish this could last forever.

oh life oh ariff

1st of all i fail my ethics mid term paper i get 9/20 haih lg satu nak pass punah harapan nak B+ atleast kena study hard ni. 2ndly i nearly frget like 20% of new things that i learn in digital system argh sungguh stressfull kena study bnyk lg ni.the 3rd one is computer programming pnya presentation is around the corner aduyai kena study coding bnyk he will ask us one by one about how the coding function kalau tak memang deep poo.the 4th one is this monday i just know that my labtest is on next monday oh shoot had even start studying.the worst thing is i stop understanding what he teach untill class when we reach vector but i can understand a lil bit pasal array.ingat2 skit la.adoi adoi.. tolong la bole dpt 3 pointer sem ni.hoping for a miracle to happens.i must start studying now kalau nk dpt 3 pointer.

haih haih dah dah stop mengeluh la ariff ngee.this week all my close friends have their own problems ntah la kesian mereka doa bnyk2 for them.oh ya and today i went for advisory meeting and the lecturer said that my english is good yeepee!crappy english mcm saya ni pn dikira ok ye surprisingly shockingly yayaya.for me now life is quite complicated.about girls studies about myself everything is sgt complicated.oh ya as u guys know i have a crush on this girl in my class.
i tried to uncrush her(lol tktau term camna nk ckp) but i cant.boleh pulak termimpi bout her kan haih.H H..huhu.i try to keep my self concentrate on afifa but sometimes i feel like she betrayed me.tiba2 mcm kantoi she's texting her ex or her ex crush.rasa cam theres a trillion needles tembak thru my heart wawawa.

utk si H which i know she wont read my blog keke.

apabila ku merenung matanya..
ku rebah..
jatuh ke bumi..

new comp casing!

yay!


waiting for either kai or fareez to help me pasang this rasaksa :D

-ariff-