argh

work hard in order to achieve something is not an easy thing. today im a bit down because my exam result is not as good as i wanted too. i studied till 4am and i even studied 2 weeks earlier but still it doesnt do any good. i didnt blame the lecturer or anyone else.i realise it's me my self and i to be blame. maybe i havent study enough or sufficient enough to prepare my self for exams.i may have fall down,i'll promise to my self i'll jump higher and stronger just u wait.

heart

not being a stalker nor an observer

it's just that i cant stop looking at u.

the way u talk, the way u speak

never fails to make my heart skip a beat

a single text from u makes my day.

every single words makes me sway.

is this love or is it just a crush.

a silent moment makes me go hush hush.

you are so near yet so far

i wish u were here

i wish u were mine

she's so fine

makes me think.

am i out of her league.

as long as we are friends

i'll fine with it.

may fate makes thru it.

may my dreams will bind with it.

hidup

hye.setelah sekian lama berhenti berbloging tiba-tiba rasa sekarang mcm nak bloggin.sekrang pukul 3.49am saya ariff othman secara officialnya akan menulis sebuah post lol.life has been hard since break up.post break up was sucks.but still then bak kata org life must go on.dulu bila kawan break up suka ckp kat diorang"rileks la mcm hilang bini" so skrg baru faham perasaannya.tapi mcm juga orang tua tua cakap, setiap benda yang berlaku ada hikmah disebaliknya.post break up ni so far ada la stress skit tapi study tetap stdy tkda la nak tinggal mcm tu je.i prefer to be around my friends all the time kalau tak bila rasa sunyi mula rasa sedih.satu perasaan yg tidak dinafikan amatlah sucks.tp skrg so far alhamdulillah prasaan sedih sebab break up beranasur ansur hilang insyallah.tp break up ni bnyk mengubah diri insan bernama ariff othman ni.dari dulu penyabar tak cepat marah sekarang jadinya asyik nak maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarah je.kadang2 kesian kat org keliling.ada je cari cara untuk menghilangkan perasaan stress puasa sunat,selalu smbhyg kat masjid and benda2 lain.kawan bnyk tolong masa masa camni.setiap manusia akan melalui satu perubahan pada satu tahap dalam hidup mungkin ini masa saya untuk melalui perubahan ini.apa yg saya tau saya takkan berpatah balik ke kehidupan lama.no second chances definitely no.uptill here for now.sapa yg baca thanx baca post yg sgt emo dan tak bermakna ni :D

assalamualaikum.

i misss

i miss bloggin sigh.i think i will start soon

kosong

assalamualaikum.it's been a while.pejam celik pejam celik holiday lagi sekali hahah.so theres a lot of things i wanna learn i wanna do this holiday.learn a bit of networking,how to assemble server,and maybe even how to assemble a pc.so im gonna make full use of my holiday.and last but not least of course la nak turunkan berat badan.diet punya diet punya diet baru turun 2 kg adoi.u guys might wondering why does my holiday starts so early.well sem ni actually i only have 1 paper and that paper is assignment base that's mean there;s no exam;s :D.ok dah takda idea nak blog.tulis ni semata2 nak blog je.blog kosong sigh.so see u later.mata ne ~

hello?

maybe im a bit late but late is better than never.YUI have came out with a new song and pv woohoo!ok as usual she looks as cute as she can.the song calls.~hello paradise kiss.sounds cute rite.seriously its one of the best songs yui have ever made in the past 2 years.looks like yui saying hello to me.hihi moe moe.basically in her video clips she'll change into a few style.and most of them look cute of course.so jpop lovers. pls watch it.u wont regret it.looks like she's saying hello to me :D

dieting or die eating?

without me realising it.it's already the 2nd week since i start dieting.i cant imagine how did i loose 20kg in 2 months last time and i can still survive.dieting is something which is quite tough actually.imagine u have to resist from eating those delicious things infront of u.this is my diet plan throughout this week and i manage to survive it.i only ate one meal a day and i always make sure that one meal dont contain lots of extra and useless calories.every evening i will go for a swim and go for a gym session twice a week.imagine exercise plus eating only one meal a day.im suffering fromdieting urgh.as example rite now i feel very hungry.i can swallow a cow in 3 seconds.but i know,this dieting plus exercise thing it's like the common rule of everything.no pain no gain la kan?i target for my weight to go 78kg's before june.gotta look handsome during my dearest cousin wedding ^_^