i usually write this on twitter but since she have a twitter i cant write it there.today was the day where i realise how much i actually love her and its frustrating.i dont even now does she even cares about me.it's so hard breaking when she talks about "the other guy" although she always says that she wont fall for him but i think she already fall for him. she might not know how much i actually do really care about her.but as i always say to my self "jodoh di tangan allah". it has always been so frustrating to not knowing how she felt about me.oh allah if she is my, my destiny pls bring us together closer, if she's not pls put my heart far far away from her.amin

-ariff-

composing

im very new in this composing thing.so ive tried a few times untill this one where all my band mates agree that this lyrics are quite ok and can be turn to a song.this song is call love tragedy.well it pretty much actually about how a love that this guy thought to be eternity turns into tragedy.we perform this song in the mmu botb.the quality of the lyrics might be not so good as its be written by a amature(me!) nevertheless here it goes :)

love is a tragedy - LYF

i wont miss you

even it's the hardest thing to face

i cant see through

your heart is as difficult to trace

mean or fake it

it has always hur a bit

u have never been true

about everything about you

times flies by

as we goes by

i wont cry

before the night dies

our love is a tragedy

those words are never meant to say

your smiles are here to stay

those days will never be the same.

things that you say

are only words as i can see

fought every night and day

but everything doesnt seems to be

just like we dream

just like what we always wanted to be

it's history

it's history

times flies by

as we goes by

i wont cry

before the night dies

our love is a tragedy

those words are never meant to say

your smiles are here to stay

those days will never be the same.

i wont miss you

even it's the hardest thing to face

i cant see through

your heart is as difficult to trace

mean or fake it

it has always hur a bit

u have never been true

about everything about you

times flies by

as we goes by

i wont cry

before the night dies

our love is a tragedy

those words are never meant to say

your smiles are here to stay

those days will never be the same.

things that you say

are only words as i can see

fought every night and day

but everything doesnt seems to be

just like we dream

just like what we always wanted to be

it's history

it's history

times flies by

as we goes by

i wont cry

before the night dies

our love is a tragedy

those words are never meant to say

your smiles are here to stay

those days will never be the same.

wazza

it has been a super hectic week!imagine 3 mid term papers in 2 days -_- .i only slept for less than 3 hours a day and hopefully my result will came out good.nothing good happen actually accept for finally i ask my ex to stop or should i reduce from being in contact with me.basically it's a very hard thing to say to her as we have be friends for more than 7 years but just like a good friend of mine said, ex's can never be friends.maybe old ex gf can be my friend lol. and finally it's nine days away till new year.by bye cruel 2011 hopefully 2012 can be a better year :).

p/s lama tak blog my writing have become worst -_-

winning is not everything

and finally our band participated in mmu battle of the band.it's called sound invasion by the way.it was fun!

althought we didn't qualify but we gain lots of experience and cheers from the mmu audience.well its a pleasure performing in your own university.

it's ali and megat 1st time performing in front of a big audience

even the last time we perform in a function at a hotel cant beat the audience that night. good music, good bands good experience and of course hehe..beautiful ladies who rock that night :D

picture credits to mmu society's aidi johari and SHARCS photography :)

memori

assalamualaikum :) its been a while since ive last blogging. today i just wanna something that i wrote by my slelf.a 1 minute malay acoustic song.im an a mature so forgive me for my lameness :D

here it goes

ku tahu

ku tak mampu,memiliki mu

tapi ku perlu

berada disisimu

diri mu penuh rahsia

dan ku ingin

memilikinya

diri ku bagaikan cerita

yang sering dilupakan

walau didengari

tetapi ku ingin kau

mengingatinya

kerana ku mahu

berada dimemorimu

selamanya.

ohh jiwangnya XD.tq salam byebye :)

argh

work hard in order to achieve something is not an easy thing. today im a bit down because my exam result is not as good as i wanted too. i studied till 4am and i even studied 2 weeks earlier but still it doesnt do any good. i didnt blame the lecturer or anyone else.i realise it's me my self and i to be blame. maybe i havent study enough or sufficient enough to prepare my self for exams.i may have fall down,i'll promise to my self i'll jump higher and stronger just u wait.

heart

not being a stalker nor an observer

it's just that i cant stop looking at u.

the way u talk, the way u speak

never fails to make my heart skip a beat

a single text from u makes my day.

every single words makes me sway.

is this love or is it just a crush.

a silent moment makes me go hush hush.

you are so near yet so far

i wish u were here

i wish u were mine

she's so fine

makes me think.

am i out of her league.

as long as we are friends

i'll fine with it.

may fate makes thru it.

may my dreams will bind with it.